check up...

hmmm..cmner nk stat cite eh...ok..firstly, smlm sye tlh pegi ke klinik o&g,hukm tuk cek condition sye s/ada ok ke x..

so stlh menunggu hmpir 2 jam, no giliran sye 9016 tlh dipanggil utk msk blik scan..dgn bdebar aku pon msk la blik scan n doc tlh men'scan' perot sye...alaaaa cm org nk scan tgk baby dlm peot tu....stlh perot ku di uli2 n digolek2 ngn mende alah tu,tibe2 doc scan tu ckp

"hmmmmm,ape yg sye tgk rahim awk ke belakang ckit"...

aku pon pndg hubby n hubby pndg aku...

"hah?rahim ke belakang?"

aku da rase cm nk ngalir air mate nih...tahan2..aku pon ckp

"ooooo..."

pastu doc tu ckp lg,

"tp kedua2 kilang telur awk adlh normal n sihat juz rahim je ke belakang ckit"

n aku pon tnye

"doc,bleh ker sye pregnant?ader chances x?"

n doc tu ckp lgik

"bleh tp lmbt ckit...ader jgk kes mcm awk tp xbyk la.."

ms tu aku da rase cm .... Ya Allah, kuatkn la ati aku,redha ngn ape yg jdikkkk..pastu doc ckp lgik

"ok,pasni awk pegi ke blik 4 n jmpe ngn doc pakar lak yer"..

so aku n hubby pon kua dr blik 11 tu n trus ke blik 4 tuk bjmpe doc len lak..

sblom msk blik 4,aku dipanggil oleh doc pelatih kat situ n dier tlh btnye mcm2 kat aku..soalan2 nye ialah tetttttttt..hehe..xleh bgtau..cite dlm klambu okkk...

so pas diasak soalan2 ala2 18sx, aku pon trus msk bjmpe doc pakar o&g tsebut...name doc tu prof zaini..gud looking n very soft spoken orgnye...dlm blik prof tu ader gak hubby ku n beserta bbrp org doc platih tmsk bakal doc yg tnye mcm2 td...first soalan doc tu tnye

"ok puan amalina,sye tgk kat cni u tlh bkawen slme 1 taun 8 bulan eh?"

"yup.."

aku pon angguk..agak bdebar la gak nk tau ape yg doc ni nk bgtau coz dlm kpale aku da pk mcm2..

Doc tnye lg

"ok puan,u ader period pain kan??bler ia blaku?truk x?ader rase backpain x?"

aku pon jwb,

"yup,mmg ader..seari sblom until 2nd day of period..mmg ader backpain skali.."

"ohhh"...

"hmmm n bla bla bla"

mcm2 soalan la doc ni tnye dpan2 doc platih ni...soalan 18sx lg hokkayyyyy....pastuuuuuu...

"cm ni ye puan, sye suspect u mmg ader endometriosis becoz simptom2 yg u ader ni mnunjukkn u ader endometriosis ni"

hah???mse ni aku rase luluh sgt ati akuuuu...n doc tu ckp lg

"takpe puan, u have to amik darah dl on hari yg ke-3 period n hri ke-21 period cycle tuk cek u pnye hormon"..pastu another 2 months nnti kite jmpe lgik tuk lgkah seterusnye coz kite ader 2 cara tuk knalpasti btol2 endometriosis n nk cure kan skali...u have to read about endometriosis n diagnostic laparoscopy tuk memastikan u bsedia ngn lgkh seterusnya...tu adlh langkah tuk cure endometriosis..release kan ape yg melekat kat tiub tu"

...aku pon

"hmmm,ok2"...(tp dlm ati Tuhan jela yg tau)

doc ckp lgik

"so ur hubby pon have to cek also n tuk pastikn u xder mslh"

doc tu ckp kat hubby aku..

hmpir setengah jam perbincangan,kami pon kua dr blik tu n make next appoinment kat kaunter 5...another appoiment next yr on 9/2/2011...mse nk bjln pegi kat kete tu air mata aku da meleleh n ape yg takuti tjadik jgkkk...kpale aku ni da pk mcm2...so dgn sedihnye aku pon tnye,

"syg,kalo sye xleh pregnant cmner??u still syg kat i x??sobsob"

aku pon tnye coz i know die mmg really want to have a baby wlaupon dier xpenah push2 ttg hal tu kat aku..*sedih sgt time ni* even mse aku taip ni pon da meleleh airmate akuuuu..

"i xkisah la syg..yg pnting kite sihat n know about our condition..jgn ckp mcm ni lg okkkk..kalo btol la kite xleh ader baby,we still leh amik anak angkat..mgkn tu rezki kite...pape pon kite usaha dl ehhh"

dier pon pelok aku yg mngis teresak2 ni kat tgh jln...ader la a few org pndg tp xkire la k kat mane aku nk ngis pon aku pnye suke la..ader aku kesah??hikhik...

so skian la cite aku arini..tatau nape aku nk share kat sini..tp at least aku rase release laaa..tgu la next appoiment nnti..akn ku cite kan lgikkk..pape pon doa kan yg tbaik tuk aku eh kwn2..skian

C.O.O.L by GWEN STEFANI

"Cool"

It's hard to remember how it felt before

Now I found the love of my life...

Passes things get more comfortable

Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles

It's good to see you now with someone else

And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends

After all that we've been through

I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible

Now you call me by my new last name

Memories seem like so long ago

Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard

The dreaming days where the mess was made

Look how all the kids have grown

We have changed but we're still the same

After all that we've been throughI know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you

If you can be happy for me

Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend

So far from where we've been

I know we're cool

kalo nk tgk video nye,klik disini --------->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGwZ7MNtBFU

p/s : sye sgt2 suke lgu ni...:-)whyyyyyy???

T.R.A.N.S.F.E.R

mgu ni adlh mgu terakhir sye bekerja di JPAM Negeri Selangor..cedih la nk tglkn tmpt ni...da 3 taun sye keje kat cni..mcm2 mende sye blaja,mcm2 org sye kwan n mcm2 manusia sye mrh..hihi..sye wat surat tuka on july aritu..nsb bek xtgu lme..igt x post yg sye bgtau psl 2mgu ulang alik...so tired tau ari2 tpkse b'ulang jauh ..

JPAM Negeri Selangor adlh first posting sye smnjk dpt keje gomen nih..so far sye hepi sgt keje kat cni...byk kenal org...kwn pon sume bes2..so sgt sdih coz sok da last day kat cni..

So sye stat keje kat jbtn br starting next week..hopefully sgt keje kat cne bes gak cm kat cni...
to all my frens at JPAM,sye sgt hepi dpt bkwn ngn anda sume..jgn lupekn sye eh...pape event jmput tau..to geng BAS SEKOLAH, truskn pjuangan anda..mulot jgn berenti laser k..hahaha..kalo nk g holiday jgn lupe haloooo aku..nk itot..

hmmmm,i will miss them hardly..:-(

nk yg mane eh???

perfume saye da nk abes la..skang sye pki amorito by the body shop..sweet and irresistible. A gourmand's delight, with notes of jasmine, chocolate, and vanilla.perfume dier bau manis like choc..rege dier dlm rm43 la xsilap..

so, sye ader bbrpe option tuk bli perfume len tp tatau yg mane 1 nk pilih..sye ni mmg jnis suke perfume yg dier nye smell manis2,sweet cm bau vanilla ker, rose ker, choco ker...bau2 cmtu mmg fav sye tau...

ni choice2 nyer :-

live luxe by jennifer lopez.

yg 1st ni, live luxe by jennifer lopez..The notes include pear, peach, melon, apple, muguet, amethyst freesia, honeysuckle, diamond musk, amber, vanilla and sandalwood.hmm asal ader bau2an vanilla n musk msti sye suke..

midnight fantasy by britney spears

yg ats ni lak midnight fantasy by britney spears lak...yg ni bes gak..sye da try sembor tester mse kat sasa aritu..the notes include black cherries, framboise, plum, orchid, freesia, iris, musk, amber and vanilla...haaaa vanila lg kan??yesssss

Emporio Armani Perfume By Giorgio Armani

yg ni bau dier sgt2 besss ok..bau wood dier kuat..sdap sgt..this Feminine Scent Possesses A Blend Of Fruit, Jasmine, Heliotrope, With Low Notes Of Cedar, Vanilla And Musk. It Is Recommended For Evening Wear.

yg mane agknye nk bli ehhhhhhhh???

yippiieeeee..saye suda kawennnnn

tjuk entry diats mnunjukkn btape bhgianye idop mse kami kawen mgu lpas...oppssss...salah..tu adlh ayat tuk abg ipar sye yg kawen mgu lpas..msti ati dier tgh bbunge2 skang ni coz mgu lpas dier slmat diijabkabulkn bsme istri tchentaaa...

2mgu lpas adlh mgu yg sebok bg kitorg coz abg ipar sye nk nikah 15/10 aritu..*mcm sebok sgt pdhl tak watpe pon..hihi*..ok2..pd 10aribln aritu kitorg ke puchong tuk upacara mrisik kak ani...kami konvoi sebyk 4 kete tmsk kete ferrari sye tuh..upacara mrisik dilangsungkn dlm kul 2lbih cmtu stlh kami sume slmat smpi..n mse tu dibincngkn tarikh nikah iaitu 15/10 ari jumaat tu jgk..snang je..xyah susah2..sempoi..nape mse aku nk kawen dl smpi amik mse setaun..kalo cmni kan sng..

ni gmba2 wktu mrisik..ehhh bkan..ni gmba hntaran yg my MIL wat :-

yummy forrero roche..

dannnn ni la pnantin nye :-

ehehe..bkan eh..ni adlh pngantin lapok..huhu


mnantu2 en amir a.k.a my FIL


en hubby

so, pas mrisik setle, nikah lak ari jumaat mgu yg sme..stlh 2 lafaz diorg sah jdik hubby n wifey..hepi for them..moga bhgia hingga ke akhir hyat to my abg ipar n wife, kak ani..btmbh sorg lg akak ipar aku..

pgntin wit our big family..smoga bbhgia hingga akhir hayat..:-)

setelah 2 minggu...

tajuk entry suspen je kan...ni bkan kesah kemengandungan okkk...ni kesah stlh 2mgu sye drive dr cheras - klang tuk bkerja..pnt weh..sluruh otot2 bdn2 kaki2 lenguh2 tau..mklumla sblom ni opis dpan mato je...bkak pintu umh da smpi opis..hihi

skrg kul 6pgi sye da gigihkn diri bgn mndi coz dlm 6.30 da kne gerak..awl gler kan????org len sume bgelumang lgik ngn laki msing2..:-(stlh beracing kat fderal hway tu sye smpi opis dlm 7.30 cmtu...mate da mnarik2 ngntuk coz xckp tido..tu blom kire kalo ot mlm sblomnye..hahaha..

nk wat keje pon tade mud coz pg2 da pnt...bler la jpa nk wat ptukaran aku ngn sgera..da xlrt da ni nk drive n keje jaoh2..tu blom lg dicmpur bajet2 yg tlh larik jauh akibat tol n minyak yg digunapakai dr cheras-klang...tensennnnnn(seb bek tax tuk hbags da tade..hihi..legaaaaaaaa)

bler da kul 4.30 sye da bsiap2 tuk blik coz nk beracing lgik kat hway tuk smpi umh sblom jem lbih truk...bler smpi umh nk pk nk kmas umh lgik,nk msk lgik,nk bsh bju lgik...nsb bek laki den tu leh harap gak wat sume nih mggantikan bini diek..hihi(tu pon kalo mud dier rjin yg bp kali setaun leh kire tu)..

stlh sume tu da setel,tibe la mse sye nk berelax2..huihhh ..bes tau..tp bler ngenang sok nk g keje n ulang rutin yg sme mlassssssssnyeeeeeee...

p/s : yang,leh x i berenti keje goyang2 kaki kat umah???

sekian bebelan tuk ari ni..

nak let go bju kurung moden gold lace...

sye nk letgo bju tunang sye nih...

ni gmba2 nye :-

yg ni w/o flash


with flash

w/o flash

with flash

blkgni details nye :

saiz : xs

wrna : gold

tujuan jual : suda tidak muat lg!huhu

condition : 10/10(great coz pki skli je ms btunang)

sgt ssuai pki utk hari raya/dinner/tunang/nikah..

hrge leh nego lg..nak let go murah je sbb da xmuat almari..

hrge asal : rm270

NOW : rm150(leh nego lg)

ssiape bminat,sile emel sye at are_lin85@yahoo.com or contact/sms sye di 017-2688518..

miss my family

sye sgt tganggu la skrg ni..bl tensen cmnih,i will miss my family so much..ntahla..rndu sgt lak ngn diorg..saba ye pn amalina..22hb ni kan nk blik kg...


ni utk tatapan korg my luv1000x famili..


adik& alia


mama n adik

alia n mira


abah n mama...waaaaa rndu diorg sgt







me wit mama n abah during convo

tade mud

mgu ni adlh mgu yg sgt stres bg sye..stat dr pndh umh smpila ke keje...
nk wat kje pon tade mud..pnt,pning mmikirkn bajet yg smakin blarik jauh...hehe..adoi..
tu je yg sye nk update tuk kali ni..
sekian

monyet oh monyet..

mgu ni adlh mgu monyet..hehe sye sebok tnye cne cni kat fb kt twitter sume sye dok sebok canang..mane nk crik citer series 'JOURNEY TO THE WEST' version 1996..plakon yg mjadik pujaan atiku tu dicky cheung..dier yg jdik monyet tuh..adoi..
nk crik cd dier kat mane2 kdai dvd pnyela susah..tak penah jmpe pon..kalo ader sape2 jmpe cd nih,sile bgtau sye ASAP tau..sye t'igt2 dier ni smpi tbwk2 dlm mimpi tau..hihi..sile jgn mrh sye ye en mok..
ni adlh gmba2 monyet pujaanku..huhu

ni plak version kalo dier xjdik monyet,lgikkkkkk hencem...

lg mrembes hokkaaaayyyyy!!!!!

nuffnang...

sye nk post nuffnang ad units tp xleh laaaa..whyyy??????

da byk kali try tp xleh..tulunnnnnnn

ya ramadan...

ari ni ari kedua kite bpose..alhmdllh setakat nih pose lg laa..blom nek lg bndera jepon..huhu..

tahun ni jgk adlh taun ke-2 kami bpose sbg hubby n wifey..so hepi with him..luv u forever my bucuk..

taun ni jgk giliran hubby nye dl nk braye..tatau la smde raye kat cheras or blik kg dier kat mlke..pastu dlm raye ke-2 kitorg akn btolak blik ke klateeeeeeee..weee..sonok nk jmpe my famili..tasabau tau..rndu sgt dah kat diorg...:-(

hmmm..jam br kul 9.33am tp da dok pk nk msk pe tuk bbuke nnti...hehe..over kan??kalo cmni kene la crik2 resepi kat tenet...mcm rjin sgt aku nk msk..huhu
blan ni jgk besday my hubby pd 8 ogos aritu..tade wat party pon coz dier pon g perlis ader game bola..so sy tlh mmbelikn besday present je tuk dier..blikn dier kasut coz aritu dier ader kasik hint2..tp tade gmba la yerrrr..

oke la..sy pon da nk smbg keje ni..kne crik idea pe nk tulih lg..huhu..daaaaaaaaa

kusus...

minggu dpan sy akn bkursus slm 4hari 3mlm dr 27-30hb kat langkawi..

mmg bes dpt g lgkawi tp ader cite2 yg kurang enak nih yg mbuatkn aku rase tanak g.....

diorg kate tmpt pginapan tu mistik la.....

adoi...mule la aku rase seram sejok nk g..dok ngadu ngn hubby die leh ckp cmni

me : abg,org kate kat akademi pen***a tu ader antu la..ayg xnk g la..takut..

hubby : alah..tade ape pon..takyah takutla..

me : tp roommate ayg kak ma*y..kalo mende tu kaco takleh la lompat kt katil dier..cmne nk wirid sm2..hehehe

hubby : eleh pe nk tkt..g je..(ngn muke sengih)

me : hmmmm...

tade prasaan pon..tp muke dier da sengih..dier tau tp wat2 tak tau kot..

ayoyoyo...sy akn tkt smpi mati weh............

sad story...

my whole family except alia n hubby akn pindah ke kelantan sbtu ni....
so sy brase sgt sedih krn pas ni msti susah nk jmpe diorg.....jauh tau..KELANTAN...
nek kete pon bgn tido bgn tido xsmpi2...apatah lg kalo nek bus or keteapi....

nnti kalo sy bgado ngn hubby kat mane sy nk luah kn prasaan sy???
kalo sy susah ati sy nk ngadu kat sape???
kalo sy rndu ngn mereka bleh ker sy blik segera onthespot??
hmmmm.....
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...:-(((((((

SEDIH SANGAT....:-(

makan,makan dan makan lagi...

pd ari rabu lpas,kami sekeluarga g makan di tanjung harapan a.k.a tanjung gila di port klang...saye tatau nape org pgl tanjung GILA..hehe..sesape yg tau nape tanjung tu dinamakan sebegitu,sile hubungi sy k..

kami tlh memesan :-

a) 550gram sotong utk dijadikan sotong grg tepung

b) 700gram ikan siakap untuk dijdkan ikan bako

c) 750gram ikan kerapu utk dijdkan ikan kerapu stimmmm

d) ntah bp gram syur kailan yg mnjd kailan msk sos tiram

e) nasik lemak 8 bongkal

f) otak-otak 10 batang..ehh..btol ker pgl batang??hehe..lantak la...

g) jus buah2an 2 jug...........

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makanan yg tlh abis dan beserta org2 yg kekenyangan...

ni lgi gmbar2 slth kenyang..ms kebulor tu xder gmba coz ms tu tak hengat gmba dah..igt nk lantak jer..hihi..


my luvly mummy n daddy..tq abah coz blnje anak2 mu yg kuat mkn nih..luv u :-)


future mum n dad






Kikiki...burok sunggoh rupemu hubby bl suda kenyang..tlantor,tsandor...








muke2 hepi krn tidak perlu mbayor stlh mkn dgn jayanya krn sume tlh ditanggung oleh abahkuuuu..:-)